Friday, July 3, 2009

WOWZERS

OK, so the last couple days have been ridiculous. The last day I posted…yeah, it was BAD. Like, really BAD. It was like everything I had started working on this past week just came up to haunt me in a big way. I had zero tolerance, no patience, I was moody and agitated all day, and just had no desire to improve it. I wish I could blame my hormones for that, but that would be too much of a cop-out. Then, I was super busy this weekend with work, and when I got home Sunday morning, I had tons to do so I never got around to posting a follow-up OR a new day’s update. So I know I’m behind. However, it’s all here for you in this post ^^
It seems like the closer I get my relationship to God, whether by prayer or just merely doing what I said I would do for the day, the demons just lash out and rear their disgustingly ugly heads. It’s sad…and very frustrating. As supportive as he’s being though, Danny seems to be the one testing me the most. I don’t think it’s intentional at all, but merely just that the devil is trying to use him against me so I don’t think he’s supporting me. Of course, I am already hot on the devil’s trail and I know that he’s trying to use Danny against me so that is half the battle The other half of that battle would be to recognize it when it starts to happen (ie: when Danny starts pissing me the heck off…lols). It won’t be easy that’s for sure, but I know I can do more to combat it.
So, it’s a new week, and a new challenge. Let’s get back into the swing of things shall we??
Today I’ll work on not letting Danny get to me today, and to understand that the devil is using him unfairly against me to make me fall. This will an endless battle, but I need to face it today…head on…all by itself. We’ll see how it goes!
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Heavenly Father, I come to you today in a simple prayer. Please cover everyone (literally everyone) with your love, grace, wisdom, and endless protection Lord. I pray that you will help to keep my mind keen to all of the devil’s work to try and separate me from you Lord. I would also like to ask that you bless Danny, and protect him from any strongholds that the devil may have on him. Also, please bless him with this awesome job opportunity Father if it is your will. Should it not be your will, please help us to see what you have planned for us Oh Gracious Lord! Allow each and every one of us to constantly seek your blessing and anointing Father, and to sing of your awesomeness for all to hear. In Jesus’ name, AMEN.

But in your heats set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect.
1 Peter 3:15 (New International Version)